Saturday, June 19, 2010

Distraught mind.


Jingyi sweetheart's bdae <3

Feeling so down now..
I need someone to cheer me up whenever i feel down w/o me telling him/her..
I've learnt my lesson, i dunwanna tell anyone tht i'm sad anymore..

因为我学会了戴上快乐的假面具...
我不是自暴自弃,也不是想一个人承担所有的事情。。
只是我在回来后才发现,即使我把心事都讲出来了,没有人了解。。反而会让她们担心而已。。 谢谢你们。。你们的关心,我很感激,可是我需要的是一个会了解我的。。我不用说也会了解我的人。。

可能,你们是谁也无法代替的吧?
好想你们。。
好想念以前。。
好想念以前所有的一点一滴。。
好想念那群义气满满的buddy们。。
明天就可以看到你们了。。开心 ♥

你一定要幸福 :)


你问我,我是不是很替你开心的时候,好像是想告诉我些什么... 我不知道...
从你口中听见你说“她”时
感触好多... 什么感觉?说不出来...

现在的我才相信,很多事情,都是失去了才会珍惜。。
回头一看, 才发现:我错了...
                                     我好傻...

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

最赞的名模!



ANGELABABYY <3
超爱她的! 赞 ! (:



(难道说,那种生活对我来说真的是遥不可及吗?)
我不知道。。
我只想每天一直做我喜欢的东西,看我喜欢的东西,每天都开开心心的,我就心满意足了。。
 真的那么难吗?
 错过的人,就真的是注定给别人不信任,说三道四的吗?
何况那是你的家人。。
谁会明白?
是他们选择不相信我。。
那样的家人,我有办法跟他们沟通吗?
你们都不明白。。
那就别说的一服很了解我似的。。
你们看到的只是她的泪水和辛酸,那我呢?
就因为我每次都摆着一服很坚强和不屑的样子,你们就以为我。。
唉,算了。。真的好累啊。。
做个哑巴是最好的不是?
我真在学习中。。
倦了。。
Went for flea last friday agn! ^.^
Update soon (:
Muahahahha.

Xiao Zhuuuuuu (:

罗志祥大马签唱会!! 
Went to Debali with Stevenny and Darren. When we just reach there.. See th crowd when its still one hour be4 show will come.. Faint*  
The night scene of debali (: Camwhoring while waiting for xiang xiang to come :P
Stevenny :P


FINALLYYYYYY

See hw many hps and cameras up .__. Gosh.. Lucky got heels, arbo i cnt even see man~
SEEE!!!! AINT HE CUTE! OMGGGGG!!
 Then aft he sing, he went up to get ready for th autograph session ^.^
Then we three sit down and drink drink, camwhore camwhore cause th line is so long!
  
Quuening up. and get th bad news : No photos allowed with xiang ): Hais... I tot cann ):
Nvmmm, Can wo ta de shou wo jiu xin mang yi zhu le ^.^
 At first, we three wanted to give him our hotmail, but when he shaking our hand, my heart just melt and i forgt to give ):
Then, so retard, we kena astro de ppl interniew, with camera u know, will shang dian shi ):
Hope no one sees it... Cause its mad embarrassing, they wan us to shout :LUO ZHI XIANG JIAYOU!
 ):

Camwhores when th thing is over, we chat until forgt to stand at th main gate wait xiang~ ): 

Thennn! We find our ways to see show
SO FRIGGING FUNNY! ( Inside joke )
Muahahaha *
Had a nice time with u guys, Loves!
When we inside stv's cousin's car. I went cs afterwards since its still 9.30

Decide to post this up because me and stev both look so retarded :P 


说了那么多。。还是不明白吗?
算了吧?

忙惯了。。 突然得停下脚步。。真的好不习惯。。

Sunday, May 9, 2010

What's left?



Mother's Day?
To me, this day marks no difference with th norml days.
I'm wondering why everyone is making a big day out of it, forcing me to buy flowers or to hug her.
I don't understand.
I was just standing there and look at ppl ard me, time stops for me but not for them.

----
Even if i did.
So wht?
Laughs.
I'm really so tired.
She complained abt my darkcircles are all because of __________ when its not even true
Guess she will nvr know,
Those are th results of my constant wake ups during my sleep or crying myself to sleep.
Why?
Only those who truly understands me will know.

不喜歡被說 "不要想太多" 的感覺..
因為那只是表示你並不了解我..
很累了...
所以也不想多說甚麼了..
也變得
不喜欢让人看穿心情 所以
隐藏着一些
不必要说的


上一秒的微笑 ,不代表下一秒的我是开心的..
The best sentence to explain my mood swing .__. 

Friday, April 23, 2010

Junk junk.

Went to junkie today!!! ^.^



A shot from xuan xuan darling (:
Lazy to wear make up that day, hence th back. Muahaha.
Love today to the max! Bought many stuffs, thanks dar! (:

Monday, April 19, 2010

Day outs with my precious (:

Edited / ♥
Went out with my precious today. Before meeting them, alot of things had happened, goshh.. First time got that kind of experience!


Worried till nearly die .__. Omgg..
Cried when i heard jingyi's voiceeee.
Omgggg. Now i know, those drama are not exagerrating -__-
Kay, photos for th day! ♥
After shopping at CS, we cab to TheZon.
They gave me a surprise with a 3D bdae card and my FAV LEOPARD PRINTS!
Gahhh. Love themm! <3
Nearly cried =x
Hahaha.
Pictures! (:


Reading >>> Hahaha!

Inside TheZon's toilet (:
Wanted to go th th nearby TheZon there for shissha, but there alot mlz. So, i decided to change place. Haha, Went to dangabay there de shissha.

On th way ;

Shisshaaaaa~ ♥
Th shissha's workers, ask us to shoot for them.  Funny bunchs (:

Camwhores with shissha (:
 

My two pretty BFFs (:
 

Hahaha.
End this post with my Best ever sista ♥
Kay la! I know i look so retard in th second one =x but bobiann.
th only one jingyi looks nice gives me blow kiss.
Hahaha :P
And for th afternoon, really so sorry ): Gosh.
But in anw, thanks! I love you two to the maxxxx! ^.^
{♥}

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Screw this up, someone.

I'm scared. Life is changing so fast these days. 
So much is happening at once.
Whenever i thought that everything is finally fine after so much had happened, that everything looks so fine and perfect on th outside, and yet.. everything is breaking down in th inside..
I am really so tired of everything..
I tried so fucking hard to stay strong, but one after another stupid blows made me feel as if i may not survive through this ordeal..
Again.
This feeling aint fading.
It just continues to haunt me every night.

Guess that, th hurts stay inside their heart, forever.
Nth change this fact, and so nth made them to see a change in me.
Aint this correct?
So what am i trying so hard to do now?
I feel like i am really the stupidest fool in th world..