I'm scared. Life is changing so fast these days.
So much is happening at once.
Whenever i thought that everything is finally fine after so much had happened, that everything looks so fine and perfect on th outside, and yet.. everything is breaking down in th inside..
I am really so tired of everything..
I tried so fucking hard to stay strong, but one after another stupid blows made me feel as if i may not survive through this ordeal..
Again.
This feeling aint fading.
It just continues to haunt me every night.
Guess that, th hurts stay inside their heart, forever.
Nth change this fact, and so nth made them to see a change in me.
Aint this correct?
So what am i trying so hard to do now?
I feel like i am really the stupidest fool in th world..
