How i wish i have a time-travel machine.
So that i can travel back and amend the mistake i made,
Dont hurt the ppl tht i've hurt intentionally, and make better decisions.
I hate being in situations where i regret in doing sth.
I know ppl say never regret any of your actions,
because at that point of time, tht was wht you wanted.
But, how to have no regrets when th wrong you did are hurting you so much right now?
Because of wht i did, i lost a soulmate,
Because of wht i did, i got harsh remarks by some ppl whc i don't even think i deserve that.
Really, its sad..
I tried to ignore..... i tried to act as if i dont care.....
I tried to stay strong and not let my tears flow when i saw us in this situation.....
I tried and tried...... so hard......
But still, i failed......
Guess its too hard for me to forget when the feeling is so near..... so pain.....
