La Prim!

Went to La Primeur some night ago with S, C, H, and M <3

The inside & outside view:

 Some seats outside, cute max :x

He's th kind of guy that you wont know how nice he is unless you really go and see th inside him :)

Clay :)

Two handsomes!


Stev was like : " Arghhhh, want fight uuhhh??!!! >:[ " Lol!

Instax <3

I really sucks in decorating eh??? :(

Not feeling really good recently, and a drink really makes me feel so much better.
At least for tht moment, i dont feel like im wht they say.

很希望自己会学会看开点
有些事也许久了就会没感觉
可能我需要的只是时间
明明就答应过自己不要去在意，不要再去理会的..
现在又是怎么了？
很讨厌自己的脆弱。

哭又能改变什么？
我知道眼泪很珍贵，
所以我不会再让它轻易地掉下来。
尤其是因为你。
很不值得。

不是我不要快乐， 是我快乐不起来。
不是我一直要去想，是我真的忘不了。
那种痛，谁又会了解呢？


不想再这样伪装下去了
总有一天，你那些说过的话，不会再有伤害我的能力
我，一定会熬到那一天的






--
“因为人只有一个脑袋，很容易偏向一面失去客观
因为人只有一张嘴巴，很容易说话只表达一个观点
也因为大家都没有办法做到百分百”


这样子相信，或许会好过些吧？

Dont know why u suddenly went off, but still,
this is th smiley face you want,

:):):):):):):):):):):):)

Sorry if i sounded harsh..

I care and cherish too much..

La primeur.

Love that night <3
Gonna heed down to Desaru now, agn..
It was such a last minute decision.
But in anww, i need those cool breeze so much now! will update soon yea :)

You'll nvr know, cause you never cared.

Mcd.

Met up with this sweetheart and R. 

Been down with severe flu. 

My nose is really killing me.. 

Sick just worsen everything when your mind is already very distraught.. 

I know my face looks dam shag, bear with it. 

I'm just too tired recently...... 

Yea. 

Gonna skipped sch for th rest of th week.. 

I need rest desperately... 

I need a drink desperately too...

Actually, its okay when you're judged or insulted by someone who doesn't know you, 

what hurts th most is, your friends were listening to it and yet no one jumped out and speak up for you. 

Make it undone.

How i wish i have a time-travel machine. 

So that i can travel back and amend the mistake i made,

Dont hurt the ppl tht i've hurt intentionally, and make better decisions.

I hate being in situations where i regret in doing sth.  

I know ppl say never regret any of your actions,

because at that point of time, tht was wht you wanted.

But, how to have no regrets when th wrong you did are hurting you so much right now?

Because of wht i did, i lost a soulmate,

Because of wht i did, i got harsh remarks by some ppl whc i don't even think i deserve that.

Really, its sad..

I tried to ignore..... i tried to act as if i dont care.....

I tried to stay strong and not let my tears flow when i saw us in this situation.....

I tried and tried...... so hard......

But still, i failed......

Guess its too hard for me to forget when the feeling is so near..... so pain.....

I'm sorry.

Just finished a call with someone :)

To th someone:
Deep apologies for all those harsh comments and cold shoulder i gave you in th past.
That's because i seriously cared too much, like, you know me de, i dont allow anyone to hurt my friends,
i hate it.
But guess you'll think tht i'm over reacting, but its because i was too..... hmmm, angry? feel unfair for you? feel like smashing his head and force him to say sorry to you??? feel like slicing him into pieces?? Yeap.
But, no matter what, " Its impossible for you to hate someone tht you love want right? "
I should have been more understanding...

Sorry tht i've jumped into conclusions too fast,
Sorry tht i've doubt you,
But its great tht we both spoke up.
Because if we nvr do, neither you nor me will know thats exactly how we're feeling deep inside our heart.
And the misunderstandings between us will nvr diminished.
I know i've made you cry.. I'm really very sorry abt tht..
If its not because of th things you told me over that phone, i guess i will nvr ever muster up my courage to bring this matter up agn and say I'M SORRY, REALLY VERY VERY SORRY. 


&, though i dont really feel like admitting this,
But aft hearing wht you said, really made me ........ hmmm, feel like wishing you goodluck in advance to you & him ?? :x
Haha, i dont want to write th true feelings down, later you hao lian!

Teehehe, you just went into your room and had no choice but to sleep now because of some reasons.
Haha, sleep tight friend :) Stop dreaming abt me!! You this erxin gui!
& Iloveyou :) ♥



I feel like we're bck to the past close us,
No more invisible wall between us,
and, its great to have this feeling back, once again :):)

K-box fun.

Went to K-box aft sch last Thursday, went my house bath and evt and off we go! 

Our room!

Some corners there :

Nice?? I love walking along all these "corridors" Feel so cozy and nice! 

My two pretties :)

I'm crazyyy, ignore all my unglam photo, just too high tht day :x hahaha.

Ling hun chu qiaoooo! Lol. 

Sing until so devoted. Lol!

We took several photos and R commented that we looked like couple x.x Omgg! Hence, we kept a distance aftwards, This explained th above picLol! haha. 

Haha, deep apologies ya girls, i know my singing is way too horrible for you all to bear.. T-T

:(

 

 I'm sryy, i dunno wht's wrong with me either :x

Wanted to take one polaroid shot, only then realized ran out of film alre fml x.x

After that, went cs to send R to bus-stop.

Bought some stuffs, walked ard, and bumped into a famous local blogger.

Surprised tht one of her friends was my friend, said hi talked awhile and heed bck :) 

Alrights, byebye! :)

Maybe i'm the one to blame, 

Or maybe we will be better off this way? ..