Belated wish ♥

Happy BELATED birthday S.T.V !

Yea, i know its super belated..
Sry ya! No time to blog ): In anw, its th thoughts tht counts ya?? :D
Hope tht everything comes smooth for you be it now or in the future :)
And, its a pleasure to know someone like you! Hope you enjoyed ur sweet 16th! <3

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A day out with Xgbb ♥

 Will update soon! Some photos still with her! :)

Update

有人一直投訴說我做麼這麼久沒有更新...
所以, 就來啦~~ 哈哈.
才發現, 真的很久沒有來了..
最近, 都很少在家...
晚上, 回到家已經夠累了, 他們又一直烦, 一直烦, 一直唸, 一直唸.
像鳥醬.... 烦死了...
-.-

朋友們也都有一直提醒我不可以每次玩玩了.
要不然又要後悔了...
謝謝你們, 我知道. 不會再像以前這樣了.
已經浪費了一年. 不想再浪費一年了! !
想要快快畢業, 過我向往的生活!! ^-^



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謝謝你們的反對.
反正我也已經習慣了.
我除了決定不要休學之外你們還有什麼是支持我的.
可是也關係啦.
就是因為這樣, 我從以前就學會了凡事都要靠自己..
費用那些. 會自己努力工作賺錢, 一分也不會跟你們要.

你們越反對,
我就越想證明給你們看你們是錯的.

Went to Molek with Stev past Mon.
Had been very busy this whole week.
Everyday by th time i reach home, its 11. & i dunno why, i'm no longer like past, i get tired so easily, went to bed once i got home, and agn, one day past and wasted.
Lol.
& wth! I lost my phone agn!! and this is th dunno hw many times 囧...
I left it on a cab when i was on my way bck home ):
I seriously dunno when is th muddle worm inside my brain gonna climb out and leave me alone.
*BIG SIGHS*
Alrights all, will update soon!



Seriously, those words hurt me too much..
I'm sorry..

信錯

金牛座女生：並不像別人想像中的堅強，是因為太脆弱了，才裝得那麼堅強。 



金牛座女生：很單純，很容易相信朋友，只要把對方當成朋友就什麼事都會對她說

金牛座女生：對過往的傷痛最難以釋懷，但在外人面前極少表現出來，暗地裡卻時常獨自流淚。
 
金牛座女生：很討厭別人騙她，痛恨玩弄感情的人，有時很霸道，強烈的妒嫉心常常折磨著她。
 
金牛座女生：悲觀，生性敏感，喜歡用隨意的外表遮掩她其實很累的心，在說沒事的同時卻渴望一個溫暖的懷抱。



金牛座女生：很重感情，在愛情面前喜歡說實話，只想被在乎的人寵愛，對不喜歡的人卻冷漠到極點。


金牛座女生：很固執，對於不喜歡的人不會給予一絲希望，不喜歡就是不喜歡，也不喜歡變更，所以常常給人頑固的感覺。



牛座女生：只跟自己生氣，總是為別人著想，不想傷害誰，卻常常被給別人的熱情誤會。
 
金牛座女生：嘴硬心軟，受到傷害時，雖然心裡很恨你討厭你，但不會有過份的行為，只要你真心的對她說對不起，也會在心裡馬上原諒你。




金牛座女生：喜歡聽悲傷音樂，非常喜歡美食，表面喜歡新鮮事物但內心卻很懷舊，但其實金牛座的人有著叛逆的靈魂，有一定的叛逆性格。

金牛座女生：自尊心很強，愛面子，記得千萬不要在人前揭她短，在做錯事時她自己內心就夠自責的了，哪還受得了你在人前的疾言厲色。

金牛座女生：對朋友毫無保留，同樣也要求對方一樣，有時難免會成為別人的負擔，但金牛座的本性就是如此，她認為朋友應貴為真誠，討厭虛偽。





金牛座女生：在不喜歡的人面前會談笑自如，遇到自己喜歡的人會產生疏遠感，她們會害羞，不敢表達，只會默默地在意中人身旁給予無聲的關懷，內心也渴望被愛被呵護。

金牛座女生：不渴望驚天動地的戀情，溫馨平凡的愛才是她默默祈求的幸福，所以只要給她安定的生活，即使積蓄微薄，她們也有勇氣去實現夢想，過於虛幻的感覺會讓她感到不安，只有讓她看得見，摸得著的東西才會令她踏實。


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最近,
發生了好多事,
我真的是崩潰到了極點..


原來,
有些事,
雖然早就知道會這樣收場.
可是.
自己沒有嘗到那個痛, 是死都不會信的.


最可恨的是,
明明心痛得已經在滴血
卻還得對你硬撐起無所謂的笑容.


可笑吧?

:)

After my brother left, we went to my relative's house and wait for my cousin

They got a very nice wine bar, wish to have one too at my own house :P

Aft tht, out for lunch @ Imperial China!

Th place is chio!

Some of th corners there :)

Had a great lunch there! (:

Aft tht, went pavilion,

ZARA <3

But dint get anything there :(

Nvmmm, no much money left for luxury also.

Gotta save up more! haha.

Cause working is really tiring.

Dun wanna work for th coming holiday :(

xoxo,

loves

KLIA

KLIA.

I look transparent here! Lol!

When we reach there, We last minute realise we forgot to buy thing for my bro then look around see can buy wht. It was 5am tht time, no shop open except one perfume and cosmetic shop.

Very princess shop horr?? Lighting so nice! ):

and we bought this for him!

Cost a bomb ): my leftover pay left abit nia aft buying this.

But nvm, farewell present ma :)

Inside th toilet :)

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My face is not in th ready mode. Paiseh. Hahaha.

說真, 以前我真的很討厭你,

從小, 每次都把我打到哭的你..

還記得有一次, 你一個卡這樣飛過來, 打中我的眼睛.

眼睛直接流血, 當時, 你嚇壞了.

過後, 我上了中學.

學壞了. 開始不回家, 開始逃學.

每次和媽媽罵架後, 你都會很生氣, 罵我, 可是每次都是打架收尾.

有一次, 我在外面闖了個大禍, 沒有想到最後還是你來替我解圍的.

我很訝異, 可是也沒多說什麼..

直到後來, 你發現了那個東西..

還以為你會生氣得把我轟出去, 可是最後幫我挨藤便, 幫我講好話的還是你...

可是, 我卻還不珍惜. 又騙了你..

最後你恨下心來, 說了很多很難聽的話, 罷手不管了..

 當下, 心里雖然難受, 可是, 因為那時還很叛逆, 很討厭"家人" 這種東西

所以反到覺得你的不管對我來說是個解脫...

我中三那年, 人生出現了很多轉錑點.

最終, 回來這裡開始了新的人生..

那時的我們, 關係還是很惡劣.

直到有一晚, 你和我說了很多你的事情, 我們說很久. 就這樣講到隔天早上.

那時心里莫名有種以前從來都沒有過的溫暖..

好不容易找回有一個哥哥的感覺.

你就告訴我你要走了, 去一個很遠的地方讀書六年..

不捨.. 是真的.

送你走的時後, 想到以前我是怎麼的對你, 我是多麼的後悔, 內疚.. 差點就要哭了...

對不起. 現在的我, 不會再是你以前那個任性, 野蠻, 不懂事的妹妹. 希望你在那裡一切順利, 不要六年後帶一個紅毛大嫂回來啊... 哈哈 :)

Dine in

The first photo is my fav!! I totally nvr edit siaaaa!!! Not even a single bit!! Love th cam so much for giving me this complexion <3 


Went for Sizilling StoneGrill dinner ytd. 

Sometimes i really hate grilled food restaurant, esp when i'm hungry. 
Omg, i was staring at this raw piece for dunno how long only then i can eat. 
Lol :(
Anw, did some small shopping aft th dinner. 

On th way back :

I want to get my license soon! ):

Fiy: I edited because th car lighting was really bad, so might as well put black and white effect. 

Anw, this is just sth tht i bought recently. So cute right?! LOL! Currently is my pencil case as th sight of it just can keep me awake from Eng, Acc and Malay lesson. Haha ..(-_-')...

Friday "Blues"

今天..
發生了一些事情, 弄到一整天都超沒有mood.
很氣.. 也很累..
就翹掉remedial class. 反正有 ICT test, 想到是ICT就更sian..
所以就自己call cab回,
那個taxi uncle很好笑 而且他真的超神的!
我跟他根本就不認識, 他一看我而已, 我在想, 在烦什麼什麼的他都懂.. 
我想是因為他和我一樣, 走過很多, 看過很多, 所以, 領悟都一樣.. 
他說了很多.. 真的很欣賞他那樂觀的態度.. 
不知道几時我才能夠那樣看的開.. 
(哈哈.. )
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S-M-I-L-E  :)

 Its easier than explaining why you're sad...

這句話,
雖然自己還做不到, 可是還是分享出來, 希望它會感染到某些人, 哪怕只有一個, 哈哈 :)

Zon ♥

Remember heeding down to Zon someday ago with my Xingan <3
All photos are still with her :( 
Only got one, will make a proper update once i get all the photos? Haha.  


Thanks girl.. 
i know i'm so dead drunk tht night, and its so sweet of you for listening to all my heartfelt verbal diarrhoea, taking care of me and everything... 
A friend like you is impossible to have another one, 

Thanks SuJingyi Xg :) 

Happy valentines to all! (:

Just wanna thanks all th senders below: <3

Love all of you to the maxx, seriously. Thanks for everything beloved! <3


Special thanks to:


Yuna' sexehh
So surprise when i received ur mail you know. So sweet la youuuu. If my passport is not lying dead in some travel agency, i will definitely "fly" over to singapore and give u a tight bear hug! =P haha.
Thanks for ur sweet card and wht u wrote made me cry ): Rest assured, i'm doing fine recently.. Life is getting better. Less quarrels and shagness. U too takecare okay, gimme a text of anything happens <3


Nickey Bro
LMAO! Thanks for tht sweet text! Best buddy ever ya! ^.^
And, for tht stupid bitch who doesnt know hw to cherish you. let it be, she will just gonna look back and regret like some shit one day.


Xiaofei and Rae
Girls, U two know super well hw much i dread sch. In th first place, i dont even have to be landed in this sch if i nvr did all those things in my previous sch. Hate th authority and everything so much initially. But u both really make my sch life funner. Knowing tht i have you two, th feeling of dreadness is so much more bearable. Thanks for th super duber sweet letter, really love it to th max.. Gosh, ah lum! U nearly made me cry also! :x I get touch easily i know :x haha. But wht u wrote really very buey tahan la.. Thanks ya :)
& Stev! Haha, u're my "****" too, thanks for th sweet sentence <3

Loves,

xoxo.

Update on Rabbit Year ( Part 2 )

Day 4

Shopping Day!

Cs > KSL > Cs > Home

Hahaha. 
Too bad, its th same old place, Jb still gt where can shop wan? Lol!
Love tht day to th max! Shop till they close.

Cabbed bck and gamble agn with themm. Lose alot this time T-T

Day 5

Went to friend's house bai nian all those.

While waiting for them..

At first, meet @ cs wan, bt sth cropped up, so and i bused to Rae's house first.

Then, go impian find stev, and then lunch :D LOL!

Then, cabbed to Xavier's house with Rae. 

So retarded luh us x.x kept forgetting to bring th mandarin orange. 

Stev wan also, then xavier wan also. 

WTH!

Then so funny, th taxi uncle gave two to us =x

Haha. Thanks to him siaaaa! Arbo so paiseh, go ppl house bai nian empty handed. 

Then, gamble at X's house, 

Rae left early, so i dan tiao with Xavier. 

I won agn!!! haaha. 

He shu dao tuo ku! Haha :P

While waiting for cab >>

Hideous face. Hahaha. 

Aft i reach home, acc my bro go out "bai nian" yixia jiu go bck le. 

Wooo. Tired maxx. 

The enddd, th next day jiu shi sch day. 

S-I-A-N.. 

Hope everyone have fun during cny! :D

Update on Rabbit Year :D

 Day 1

孔明灯 ♥

飛很高, 希望願望真的可以實現 =P

過後, 吃了飯就倒數了, 

 還記得, 前年的新年. 

雖然不是和家人一起度過, 

可是, 卻很溫暖, 

那種 家人從來都給不了的感覺.. 

煙花好美... :(

Day 2 

Eunice BCF <3

來我家拜年, 過后因為要上麻坡了, 所以匆匆忙忙就走了.. 

不好意思 :( .. 

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麻坡 (:

我可愛的至兒們 ♥

那天晚上, 無聊嘛.. 就玩.. 

哈哈, 我知道有點幼稚啦! 

可是, 不錯勒~ 好像找到童年的感覺醬, 哈哈 ><

Shot from Qiqi, dunno why, shot non-stop sia!

she's just so obsessed with me squatting down? Haha. 

過後, 開賭!

贏了兩百多 :X

lucky year! <3

可是, 我還是用了贏來的錢請大家吃大餐! :D

哈哈. 

全部人開心就好 :)

Day 3

大概傍晚醬, 帶alexon出去走走,

我們逼他坐在那個可以放東西的那邊, 

可是他很怕, 哈哈哈哈哈. 

他臉很好笑 ><

♥

很喜歡今年的新年. 

每天都可以那麼開心就好. 

Happy Chinese New Year (:

染了新发色:)

可是不是说很美，所以礼拜天一去完朋友家拜年就会暂时把它染回深棕色先。-___-

Tattt (: 

Fuck...

唉.. 今天不知道是怎麼搞的..
不是一直撞到 就是一直找錯錢..
因為ganchiong要找錢, 就不小心刮到一個東西.
而那該死東西竟然是一個大釘..
他媽的, 就這樣肉被刮掉了一點..
超痛的... @#$%^&&*#%#*@*@!!!
因為很pek cek, 脾氣就超臭的..
還跟人家吵架.. 唉.. 我怎麼了?!!!!
每個人都問我發生了甚麼事, 做麼心不在焉醬...
我說, 我不懂...
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其實, 我懂..

"When i said i don't give a fuck, 

i'm lying.."

Never knew.

不是氣你沒有對我坦白,
而是氣你竟然可以在告訴一個人你有多愛她的同時和另一個人那樣..
这就是你承諾過會給的愛嗎?
如果你累了,
不想等了,
放棄... 都好過像你現在這樣.
莫名有種被騙的感覺..
这種感覺, 很差.
你知道嗎?
很氣自己, 竟然還有認真地想過你問我的東西..

不過沒關係.
看清楚了.. 所以不會了..

謝謝你,
因為你, 現在的我不會再像以前那樣天真..
也明白了, 我以前相信的承諾不再是承諾..
它只是男生用來哄女生的話.

我,
不會再做個笨女人...

Good Friday :)

Dint go for sch today,
Hectic work life, hence th break.
Arbo will die man x.x
Hope today can dismiss earlier, i desperately need to cure my darkcicles :(

I can be strong still on my own two feet.

Pasir Ris Costa Sand

I remembered gg Stanley's chalet on sat's night with J. Its Kevin's bdae tht day tooo. Haha.
Saw Hweeming Sweet there :)
She's still so usual her.
So sweet. Haha ( i miss u too okay! dun say i boh ximmm =p ) Hehe.
Went bck to msia with J via K's cat.
Thanks for th ride :)