Exhausted.

I'm tired. I quit.

寂寞不痛 #ALIN

寂寞不痛
痛在做梦...

Alohaaaaa.

HOLA PPL!!
So long since i last updateeeeee.

IM BACK, WITH TONS OF THINGS TO UPDATEEEEE.
STAY TUNEDD!!

With luvs,
hehe.

ERMMMM...
If i am not wrong,
this entry should have been posted up one month agoooo.
Lolll !!
Okay i am lazy i know x.x
Too many stuffs that i need to update ! getting lazy and lazier.. zzzzZZZZ


On the 18th 0f March ,
went in Sg to meet up my beloveds <33

THE GIRLS ♥♥

We were just sitting there, doing nth, talk, gossip, share, update each other and bla..
Just like how we used to do almost everyday after school in the past.
Love it sooooooooooooo muchhh!!
Must meet up more often ya! :D
luvxxxxxxx ♥

MY 18TH BDAE JUST PASSED NOT LONG AGOOO.
This year was the best bdae i ever had for the past 18years i must say!
Thanks for those who made an effort to leave me a memorable 18thh !!
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO SO SO MUAHHHHHHHH.
HOPE that i will be able to update real soon!!
Have been very busy latelyyyyy.
But i like this feeling, feel very occupied and nice. hahaha.
weird description i knowwww.
ALRIGHT, TILL THEN, TAKECARE EVERYONE !!!! ^-^

Annoymous.

昨晚的梦，
让我不小心想起了你...

想起过去多么要好的我们，
很想念那时的我们...

你现在过得好吗？
好想知道，可又不敢问...
好矛盾...

明天考车，
可现在心情很复杂，
不知道明天要怎样考。
不要出错才好啊...
拜托拜托...

好好照顾自己... 

晚安。

Happy 17 !

Lunch @ KINSAHI

OFTH <3

 Went to K-BOX,

 Ermmmm.. i don't know her :S

Yea, i broke it .. T-T 

 Screw my clumsiness ..   

Went Kulai afterwards and it was sucha last min decision to bid farewell with James :)

James, rmb to take good care of yourself @ KL ya ! :)

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HAPPY BELATED BDAE CHY AND STVCHESTER <3

Okay la, i know the surprise dam FAIL.. 

BUT STILL, Hope you guys like it laaaa. At least WE TRIED to make a surprise T-T

LUVXS! <33

Universal Studio ♥

Universal with Sweetie  <3

ME ME ME ME cant wait for SATURDAY !!

IMA SO SO SO SO SO EXCITED! WEEEE! =D 

Dedicated to you.

In the year of 2006, after having my UPSR examination, I was told by my parents that i need not to attend my school anymore, i had to go to one teacher's house for some intensive preparation classes in order to get into Sg's secondary schools.
Thats where i met you.
We were just two retarded and childish girl at that time.
We were both forced by parents to get into sg school,
We were both forced by them to attend an intensive class from 10am in th MORNING till 9pm  at NIGHT!!
We used to complain how much we hate our parents for deciding out future for us,
We used to plan together to forge going for the intensive class and sneak back to our sch just because we missed our schoolmates so much. (but in the end, we were caught and i still remembered that was the first time i shouted at my mother, i dont understand why she dont allow me to go back to sch, i simply miss my friends there alot. I dont understand why cant i just study in Msia, why does she has to decide EVERYTHING for me? I dont understand why she kept claiming that its all for my own good when me myself dont even feel happy?? I questioned her, and what i got in return is a round of beatings JUST BESIDE MY SCHOOL HALL U KNOW, SO FCKING EMBARRASSING. i was caught back to the intensive class, and that was the first time i cried so hard, infront of you....... )

Though the classes were boring..
But we shared so much of funs together!!!
Feeding hamsters together..
Playing pokers under the table w/o teacher noticing..
Eating tidbits non-stop.
Always find problems to disturb the people there and the teachers there.
Hahaha, and so many other retarded but memorable stuffss.....

Then, we had to go for exam.
AND , YEAA. WE GOT INTO THE SAME SCHOOL!

We were in different classes though.... for 3 years! you got into the first class, and me, the last at our streaming years. That doesn't diminished our friendship even in the slightest way,

Everyday never fail, i will go to your house, chill, gossip, play around with make up, fooling around, heart-talking, cooking each other stuffs and so on..

@ the year of 2008

We used to meet up together almost everyday after school and went to our secret place. Haha.
You never fail to lament abt how boring and stressful your class is, and one day, i suggested to play truant together....

We went to Yishun's public swimming pool to bath and get change first and we went to Victoria Street for the time to pass, waiting for the shopping malls in Orchard Road to open!
But unfortunately.. We got caught by the school AGAIN..
That was not the first time me playing truant , but it was to you. So, some kepo in your class reported it to the office and they informed your parents... Like so @#$%%^&@#!!!!

This matter really pissed your mother off. Your mother kept thinking that i was the one who brought you to astray, ever since you started altering your school skirt and having multiple piercings. She wanted to separate the both of us. Then, she transfered you back to Msia..

BUT NEVER DID SHE EXPECT THAT, you got more rebellious and worse. We met up lesser ever since you were transferred back, but thats why we cherished every seconds together.. You hate how paranoid your mother is, and you decided to run away from home, we carried out this plan every Friday.. start putting all ur stuffs to my friend's house and waiting for the chance to slip away..
We met up every Friday secretly.. And one day at the year of 2009..... when we were just Sec3 we decided to do sth together WHICH i regretted for life now......

Pictures taken that day <3

After that day, as usual, we went out on Friday w/o your mother knowing.. 

&, this was the last day we went out together.. Your mother found out everything.. 

I still remembered that, you called and told me that you think your mother saw your back.. 

You were very scare and insecure.. you told me that you knew sth bad is coming.. 

What i replied you was just a " Nah... wont wan laaa, how would she saw! don't think so much.. "

We hanged up th call.. 

That was the last call i received from you.. 

I regretted regretted regretted so much for giving you such a perfunctory reply..... 

No matter how many times i called you, i can't reach you...

No matter how many nights i stayed up online waiting for you, you never appear...

After a few days.. then only i know from my mother that you were sent to Aussie by your mother alre.. 

That blow just came so suddenly.. 

I knew that was your mother's idea, 

& you were totally in dark.. 

I cried so hard cause i know that ive brought it upon you.. 

If its not because of me, she wont transfer you there.. 

like.. so far away.. 

We lost contact ever since for 2 years and more... 

I don't know how to reach you, and you have no ways to contact me....

and days just go on and on, years and years..

Until this year FEB!!
 I happened to know that you were back in Msia during your vacation break in Aussie through a friend!!!!!

I was happy like fuckk mannn!!!!!

WELLL,OF COURSE WE MET UP!! :D

Someday @ Sutera Mall <3

( sry, my lips here looks kinda .. so.. yea.. =x )

VIVO @ Tebrau City!

You changed so much man! Be it looks or thinking. 

Hahaha, but, you are still that old you :)

The weird peggy that I know since Pri6!

Hehe ♥

The feeling of finding you back is so great... 

Sit down, and just talk endlessly.. 

Updating each other abt everything.. 

2 years of stuffs...

We only managed to meet up thrice, and you had to go back Aus alre.. 

&, sth happened on th last day.. resulting us losing contact again.. 

Fuck.. I hate this feeling, got back, but lost it AGAIN.... 

I know you have alot of difficulties.. 

Just wanna tell you that, i really miss you alot, 

and hope that you are doing well in Aus. 

I love you, 

My best Soulmate and Sister ever ♥♥

Fucked up.

Don't just come as and when you want, 

and just leave as and when you like too. 


Who am i to you exactly?
Fuck.... 

Dance with me :D

Movie Day Out with luvxx :)

Happened to see JOSHUA ANG ! OMFGZX. 

Went out w makeup-less face more and more frequent recently, don't know whether its good or bad.

Bad as in, I'VE BECOME LAZY AND LAZIER. Good as in, well, ITS NATURAL! :D

Okay, i start saying nonsense againnn.

Okay okayy, went out with Serene Ahling and co.

Had a great day with u all! LUVSS! :D

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Night out with H, J & Q <3 (update soon)

FEELING SO LOUSY NOW.
FUCKKK.

Sing like there's no tomorrow

KTV session with Ling ling, Z, W and C ! <3 

Will miss this girl SO MUCH after she leaves :(

Love all of you! <3

Xoxo :)

So long since i last update,
So goddam longggg .. x-x
So here is a little of my updateeeeee :)
Went to watch The Hunger Game ytd with my friendss,
I was expecting alot from this movie as i knew how great the book is.
& i was SO DISAPPOINTED.
Rate it 2/5.
Not as nice as i anticipated :(
AND
I dint know that Joshua, a male teens actor from sg is coming to KSL.
Me and ling just window shopping there and we saw him,
he became so fat! :( BUT STILL AS DASHING AS EVER :P
ROFL.
Hahaha,
& as for sch life,
Hmmm..  stress and hectic as ever??? ...
A-level is just too hard for me to cope :(
Really feel like giving up sometimes..
Fiy,
Unless you are like those kinda everyday reach home jiu revise de ppl, or a genius.
Or else, A-level will be like a hell .

BUT.. FOR MY DREAM, I HAVE TO ENDURE !
HAHAHA.
Alright, signing off nowwwww ! <3
Will update more with those old entries as soon as i am free!!
Xoxo,
loves <3

My Forever 5 (L) !!

Okay, this post has been in my blogger's draft for dunno like how many donkey months alreeee, finally got th time to get it done and post it upp!


This post is specially dedicated to U GUYSSS ♥; 
 RAE LUM, STV EER, CHOWHUNYEW & XAVIER YEONG! 


R's Birthday ♥

Went Cs and celebrated my sweetheart's bdae after school, that explains my peculiar hair shape, pardon me x.x 

Hahahaha! Look at her expression! She din't really expect us to celebrate her bdae on that day.
It was like a week before her actual bdae.
that explains her SUPER SURPRISED face when we gave her the cake,
PLUSSSS,
ITS HER FAV ICE-CREAM CAKE FROM BASKIN ROBIN!!

Afterwards,

Babe came over my house and we did some camwhoring :x

Polaroids of the day! 

I look so goddam pale here, omgg. 

Starbucks Dayout 
 
We look so serious, like doing project work like that,
but actually we're browsing our photos.
lol!!

Photos time!!

AH???

 Walaoooo, R 'GUA' meee!

 LOL! OKOK. RETARD TOGETHER.

Our Sweet Moments ♥♥

 

We took like one box of rainbow polaroid film in one shoot!
So nice luhhhh, the rainbow effect, credits to R sweetheart! Hahaha.


Stev's house warming party!!

 A camwhore while waiting for cab (as usual ) haha.

Counting how much i won :P hehee.

 We were supposed to take a group photo but we ended up like taking a family portrait x__x
LOL!

We played with the DSLR camera's function aftwards!

The outcome! haha.


JPO
Met up with R, S and X :)

 Lunch @ Absolute Thai :)

 She is sleepy !

♥♥


KL 4D3N
( The 5 of us went for this trip together RIGHT after we graduateee, the saddest part in this trip is.. NONE of all brought a proper camera.... mine spoilt, R bought one tht memory will full very easily and no one else brought any !  but we managed to borrow from X's cousin ON THE SECOND LAST DAY OF OUR TRIPP. *BIG SAD FACE. but nvmm, better than nthh!!  )

Went Nando's for lunch!

 When i saw this, i was like "OMGGG, Y TH LIGHT SO NICE! I ALSO WANT"

Then..

 DAM FAIL.
No matter how many times i tryy, i can't get it! :(

 Our all time favouriteeeeee :PP

After rounds of shopping, went back to X's cousin house to change and get ready for our night plan! :D

Stupid CHYY, He saw this on my hair and he still dare to take a photo first then only shoo th thing off.
Grrr. LOL!

 

 Its very blur i knowwww, but 3 of us look SO SWEET here ! :P

Decided to go for a drink on our last night :) ..

 

BUT !!

No one thought of them becoming like that!!! HAHHAHAHAHA!

Tired us ...

: Stev was trying to save me from falling while tht RAELUM was laughing out loud at me x__x
Box her face*


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Anww, only all these photos can never express how happy we were during that few weeks.
So sad that every good things will come to an end :(
Now that everyone of us has graduated,
We will all be choosing diff path.. going separate ways..

See now that i have started school, then only i realise HOW MUCH i miss every single one of you, and that make us meeting more and more frequently.
But due to my hectic school life, we don't get to meet up so often anymore.. :(
But, i seriously believe tht absence will make the heart grow fonder !!
Right right? haha.
SO EVERYONEE, BETTER DONT LOSE CONTACT YA!
I love all of you, u know it :P

Xoxo,
LUVSSS ♥♥