開心就好 :)

現在才發現, 我還是我, 還是那個脆弱的我.
你說的對,
我是時候該學會一次為自己而活..
我還以為我學會了..
可是到頭來.. 我又做了些甚麼??!
(哈) ...
很討厭這樣的自己..
算了吧... ?
不想再去干涉不屬于我的世界..


我. 想活得開心一點 :)

Friendship

Update!

A day out with Ted <3 ( old photo )

Haha.
Sooooo long since i last updated my bloggg.
Recently very busy ): thats why.
Anw, was considering to activate my facebook.
But later troubles duo duo ( hen fan deeeeee \-.-/ )
Should i or should i not? x.x
Okay nvmmm, i will soon (: Once i go J's house <3 heh!

Alrights, My  holiday FINALLY come.
Guess will be wrking AGAIN cause ... sighs. shag de laaaa x.x
My holiday 泡湯 agn! So sadddd ):
But suan le... Got money saveeeeeeee.
Will be meeting my love ones during my off ba!
Tata!

You never told me.

I never knew tht our friendship was this fragile _|_

放逐愛情

很多人都,
寧可做個曖昧的對象也不想當一輩子的情人.
原本, 我也是那麼想的..
因為,
在一起后, 看到的是之前被甜蜜所矇着的醜陋
不是麼?

可是,
你, 真的讓我改觀了..
曖昧不清不是甜蜜.. 
好累啊..
所以我說啊..
單身最好! ><
柷每一個人的愛情可以一切順利! ♥
♥

Happy Haloween! (:

HAPPY HALOWEEN GUYS!

I had a mad night tht day. 
Feeling so shag recently, 
U guys chase away all my sorrow
Thanks for all the funsss and cares! 
Loves <33


我現在也不會要求你原諒我, 
只希望你可以快點好起來.. 
做回那有著孩子般笑容的你.. 
對不起.. 

Hahaha.

Updating @ austin's cyber now.
While waiting for D and X for their stuffs.
hahah.
Counting down for Haloween!
Gonna be a crazy and fun night!
Yeepeeee!! :D

Cant wait for 05th and 12th <3

Screw this up, someone.

Hey, can u all believe?
I'm actually starting missing MSL... 
At least in there, teachers aint that unreasonable. 
Wht they say dont even make sense.
OMFG.
Fancy claiming asking us not to look down on them.
LMAO.
Come on,
Let those wrds flow @ ur ass before u fart it out
Since when we say we wan to be a ____________?
Dont fucking embarrass us by saying STH THT WE NVR EVEN SAY BEFORE.
And, dont fucking copy our face with ur tht fucking suckish face.
Who is th ones who told us to care and look aft those small kids in th first place?
Since this is th way i'm showing my care to those kids and you all are th ones tht told us to look after them. 
I dont see why you all are making as if we're getting over the line?
You guys complain abt my hair colour, 
Okay, i wont say a thing, cause is really my fault, but hello?
Who will answer u if u're asking in such a manner?
Am i a criminal or wht?
And abt wht u say abt th root hair thingy, pls kindly read my letter THROUGHLY before you say anything out.
Misunderstand my meaning still dare to accuse tht i'm th one who said sth like tht before? 
WHO IN THIS WORLD FUCKING DUNNO THT IF TH ROOT HAIR AND TH BOTTOM HAIR IS DIFF COLOUR IS DYED HAIR?


Hey, see. 
一個巴掌是拍不響的. 
If someone disrespect a teacher or wht, 
U think all th fault lies on th students but NTH ON TH TEACHER?
First time i see ppl saying tht hanging a chain at th pants there is TO SHOW HOW BIG HIS COCK IS. 
WA, THEN SOMEONE WEAR NECKLACE ARD HER NECK IS TO SHOW HOW BIG HER BREAST IS??
Omg, then so many ppl are SHAMELESS, including you! Fucker. 
WTF?
PLEASE! THINK BEFORE YOU SAY. 
YOU'RE A TEACHER. 
You want some respect?
Yea, show us tht you're worth to first. 


If not because of those confidential reasons,
If i had a choice, if only i dint even promise my beloved tht i will not let my temper bring me down
U think i will even end up in this suckish sch?
_|_


Since you guys have th freedom to say wht u wan to say, 
getting over th line by saying all of us are DISGUSTING?
Then yea, i got my own freedom to say out too. 
This is my blog, I got all rights to say wht i want. 
Right?
Please kindly click the top right icon if you dont agree or not happy. 
I'm just stating facts. 

Inbox Cafe (old update )

Went to Inbox cafe with my darlings. 
Take a few photo before goingg. 
I LOVE MACBOOK! <3

Then, Inbox cafe! <3 

There's a reason why its named " inbox " Everyone leave msges and write it on th board, its very nice! I prefer the other wall, but i forgt to take a pic of tht. Ps! 

Then, Go for some shopping and went to a hair studio. 

The hair studio is dam chio i swearrrr. Will cut my hair there when i am richer :x

( While waiting for them to cut their hair ) .. 

Really love her MacBook to the maxxx!!

All natural lighting, no effects and i nvr edit at all siaa. 

Waaaa. Saving up to buy this! But Macbook is so hard to use sometimes ):

What should i buy for my first laptop?? :D

After that, went S's house and went for some cycling. 

Lucky this time nvr fall agn.. x__x

Yeap, girl, maybe you're right, 
All these while, i'm only deceiving myself. 
I must be firm this time. 
No more hesitation. 

結束了.

Sometimes, i will ask myself, if the time rewind, wht would i choose?
and now, finally, i got my answer.
Too much hurts..
I cnt endure and take it like nth had happened before anymore..
I'm sry..

R.I.P

I told myself, you've gone to a better place <3 

笑容背后的哀伤谁又能懂呢？

"Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on. "

Yeap, right.
I should understand this long ago..
Caring too much and treating it so seriously makes me feel so suffocated sometimes.
Seriously, What's th point?


Life is like a train, no matter how many peoples had aboarded th train, how much funs, how much happiness.
But they too have their destination, when they reach their stop, they alight
& finally, when it reaches your stop, look back, and you'll realise, no one left..
and you're just with
y-o-u-r-s-e-l-f..

我，
应该学习的是
“放开’’

Sgg (:

Yesterday went to sg

Preparing @ J's house, see her face! She's frantically looking for her specs! Hahaha.
Then this blur sotong found th spec, BUT left th key inside aft she locked th door!! LOL! xD
Haha, super funnyy.


Then,  another sotong here.. dun even wish to talk abt ittt. Gosh, thanks J for accompany me to AMK and meet a friend up to pass her sth <3

This girl reminded me sth we did in AMK cinema! Hahhaaa. 

Th way she say so funny! :x " 哇, 我跟你講, 你沒有我夠力! "  

Only she knows wht this means laaa. HAHAHA :P

Aft tht, she went for her hair cut and i went to meet J' Baobei (:

Hahah, me and this guy uh.. Dunno hw to say siaaaa. What a drama day with him! Haha :x

There's one summary version of evt from her. Dam retard!

Really laugh like hell with her laa! Hahahaha.

Then then, aft meeting jiaqi, went da bao with J and go her house.

I want this instax mni!!!!!

----

昨天晚上, 

知道原來你也是這樣想的, 很開心..也很意外..

愛死你! 哈哈. 

是你讓我知道, 这個世界還沒有太爛, 

真心的好朋友, 還是有的 ...
謝謝你 <3

明白了..

我, 
想通了..
發誓, 不會再為了那件事煩 ..
決定, 忘記.. 
可能, 那句來不及傳達給你聽的話, 註定做個永遠的秘密.. 
一個, 你不可以知道的秘密.. 
對不起..


Th happiness that you once gave me, 
Will be in my heart, forever. 
Takecare.. <3 

Dang dang! (:

Hahah, excuse myself from work awhile for this cute little lex! 

Very cute right! He really lightens up my day! 

Loves him to th maxxxx. 

Cause need to rush bck for wrk, photos.. little nia :(

Sadddd, He went bck to Muar already :(

Fly to Muar to find him :P

He did so many things tht make me laugh like dunno wht. 

Hahaha, gonna miss him so much! <3

錯了.

如果有一天, 你知道了所有.. 

你會怎樣? .. 

對不起... 

Backkk (:

Photos back! :D

Stayed @ R's house before gg Genting <3

@ Hotel (:
With B's watch! :P Loves!

Will upload more soon! Rushing to hospital now!!

訣擇, 好難....

這幾天, 都在想著同樣的事情...

原本是很想大方一點地包容...

可我, 不想了...   因為 ;

妳, 我看清楚了...

剪头髮魯 ~

Shot by Xuan' Baoo <3

今天, 

收到宣宣寶的簡訊, 就陪她一起去剪頭髮. 

哪知就拉我一起剪... 

哈哈. 

只剪前面. 

過後寶就陪我回家沖涼去做工

寶, 不好意思啊..

趕着工作.. 沒能好好陪你.. 

從云頂下來了再陪你出去改改!  ^__^

哈哈

還有兩天, 

和朋友們的云頂&KL 3D2N

開心 ♥

Beauty Fair

Hey girls! (:
There'll be a Beauty Fair @ EXPO' Danga City Mall, 
Will be having a variety of cosmetics brands, hair products and many more on sale. 

x Same quality, cheaper price x 

Dont miss out this great fair yea? :D

For any enquiries, 

016-7855231 (Carl Eng )

012-7353999 (Fion )

016-7497892 ( Gan )

Off for work now (:

準備去做工啦‵‵‵

第二天而已, 就已經覺得做不來了..

早早起來, 晚晚到家...

等到總于可以睡的時候, 又會被一些莫名其妙的夢嚇醒...

唉...嚴重的缺乏睡眠.. 

不明白.. 以前都不會那麼累.. 

老了?? )= 

哈哈...

Hmmmm... 算了吧...     

要不然又要埋怨出門沒錢用了...

加油‵‵‵ 苗湘!!  ^ _ ^

Honours Day!

Just got home from Honours Day!
Phew! Finally its over ! ^-^
Will upload the pictures and video soon!
Stay tuned! <3

Twister

很久沒有來填補這個空格了
最近都在忙honoursday的東西...

甚麼都沒有說並不代表我們認同你.
所以, 也請你在說別人之前先好好反省你自己,

To my dearest (:

Hey Precious,
Know recently you're very pek cek with tht idiot's saying and bla.
But,  清者自清~
We dont even have to care about any hasty remarks from anyone, let alone from a dog?
Laughs,
Someone who just spits out craps w/o passing through his brain doesn't deserve any respect.
There's a saying " The best insult to a person is ignoring him/her "
So, just ignore him alrights?
He don't worth any of your time to be angry at,
Have you ever see a human angrying at a bulldog barking?
Just rmb, we're always there for you, be it when you're happy or sad.
Love you always  ♥   (:

你知道嗎?

有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。


有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。


有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。


有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。


有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。


有时候，在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。


有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。


有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。


有时候，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。


有时候，明明自己身边很朋友，却依然觉得孤单。


有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。


有时候，渴望关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。


有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，自己却无能为力。


Saw this from a friend's blog and realise tht those are so real..
How i wish i can find someone that truly understands me and share the same likes as me..
But i just cant..
Maybe.. No one can ever replace you in my heart bah?   * Sighs

突然才發現，原來我一直都在过去里挣扎，很多事情至今也无法释怀....
因為是真的很不想面对现实...

现实...好难面对...

How plastic surgery miracles.

http://tt.mop.com/read_4432458_1_0.html


Girls, you should really see this.
Goshhh, hate th way tht she looks like my fav model when she is fake -.-

Distraught mind.

Jingyi sweetheart's bdae <3

Feeling so down now..
I need someone to cheer me up whenever i feel down w/o me telling him/her..
I've learnt my lesson, i dunwanna tell anyone tht i'm sad anymore..

因为我学会了戴上快乐的假面具...
我不是自暴自弃，也不是想一个人承担所有的事情。。
只是我在回来后才发现，即使我把心事都讲出来了，没有人了解。。反而会让她们担心而已。。 谢谢你们。。你们的关心，我很感激，可是我需要的是一个会了解我的。。我不用说也会了解我的人。。

可能，你们是谁也无法代替的吧？
好想你们。。
好想念以前。。
好想念以前所有的一点一滴。。
好想念那群义气满满的buddy们。。
明天就可以看到你们了。。开心 ♥

你一定要幸福 :)

你问我，我是不是很替你开心的时候，好像是想告诉我些什么... 我不知道...

从你口中听见你说“她”时

感触好多... 什么感觉？说不出来...

现在的我才相信，很多事情，都是失去了才会珍惜。。

回头一看， 才发现：我错了...
                                     我好傻...

最赞的名模！

ANGELABABYY <3
超爱她的! 赞 ! (:

http://xanga.com/angelababy

（难道说，那种生活对我来说真的是遥不可及吗？）

我不知道。。

我只想每天一直做我喜欢的东西，看我喜欢的东西，每天都开开心心的，我就心满意足了。。

 真的那么难吗？

 错过的人，就真的是注定给别人不信任，说三道四的吗？

何况那是你的家人。。

谁会明白？

是他们选择不相信我。。

那样的家人，我有办法跟他们沟通吗？

你们都不明白。。

那就别说的一服很了解我似的。。

你们看到的只是她的泪水和辛酸，那我呢？

就因为我每次都摆着一服很坚强和不屑的样子，你们就以为我。。

唉，算了。。真的好累啊。。

做个哑巴是最好的不是？

我真在学习中。。

倦了。。

Went for flea last friday agn! ^.^
Update soon (:
Muahahahha.

Xiao Zhuuuuuu (:

罗志祥大马签唱会!! 

Went to Debali with Stevenny and Darren. When we just reach there.. See th crowd when its still one hour be4 show will come.. Faint*  

The night scene of debali (: Camwhoring while waiting for xiang xiang to come :P

Stevenny :P

FINALLYYYYYY

See hw many hps and cameras up .__. Gosh.. Lucky got heels, arbo i cnt even see man~

SEEE!!!! AINT HE CUTE! OMGGGGG!!

 Then aft he sing, he went up to get ready for th autograph session ^.^

Then we three sit down and drink drink, camwhore camwhore cause th line is so long!

  

Quuening up. and get th bad news : No photos allowed with xiang ): Hais... I tot cann ):

Nvmmm, Can wo ta de shou wo jiu xin mang yi zhu le ^.^

 At first, we three wanted to give him our hotmail, but when he shaking our hand, my heart just melt and i forgt to give ):

Then, so retard, we kena astro de ppl interniew, with camera u know, will shang dian shi ):

Hope no one sees it... Cause its mad embarrassing, they wan us to shout :LUO ZHI XIANG JIAYOU!

 ):

Camwhores when th thing is over, we chat until forgt to stand at th main gate wait xiang~ ): 

Thennn! We find our ways to see show
SO FRIGGING FUNNY! ( Inside joke )

Muahahaha *

Had a nice time with u guys, Loves!

When we inside stv's cousin's car. I went cs afterwards since its still 9.30

Decide to post this up because me and stev both look so retarded :P 

说了那么多。。还是不明白吗？

算了吧？

忙惯了。。 突然得停下脚步。。真的好不习惯。。

What's left?

Mother's Day?

To me, this day marks no difference with th norml days.

I'm wondering why everyone is making a big day out of it, forcing me to buy flowers or to hug her.

I don't understand.

I was just standing there and look at ppl ard me, time stops for me but not for them.

----

Even if i did.

So wht?

Laughs.

I'm really so tired.

She complained abt my darkcircles are all because of __________ when its not even true

Guess she will nvr know,

Those are th results of my constant wake ups during my sleep or crying myself to sleep.

Why?

Only those who truly understands me will know.

不喜歡被說 "不要想太多" 的感覺..

因為那只是表示你並不了解我..

很累了...

所以也不想多說甚麼了..

也變得

不喜欢让人看穿心情 所以

隐藏着一些

不必要说的

上一秒的微笑 ，不代表下一秒的我是开心的..

The best sentence to explain my mood swing .__. 

Junk junk.

Went to junkie today!!! ^.^

A shot from xuan xuan darling (:
Lazy to wear make up that day, hence th back. Muahaha.
Love today to the max! Bought many stuffs, thanks dar! (:

Day outs with my precious (:

Edited / ♥

Went out with my precious today. Before meeting them, alot of things had happened, goshh.. First time got that kind of experience!

Worried till nearly die .__. Omgg..
Cried when i heard jingyi's voiceeee.
Omgggg. Now i know, those drama are not exagerrating -__-
Kay, photos for th day! ♥
After shopping at CS, we cab to TheZon.
They gave me a surprise with a 3D bdae card and my FAV LEOPARD PRINTS!
Gahhh. Love themm! <3
Nearly cried =x
Hahaha.
Pictures! (:

Reading >>> Hahaha!

Inside TheZon's toilet (:

Wanted to go th th nearby TheZon there for shissha, but there alot mlz. So, i decided to change place. Haha, Went to dangabay there de shissha.

On th way ;

Shisshaaaaa~ ♥

Th shissha's workers, ask us to shoot for them.  Funny bunchs (:

Camwhores with shissha (:

 

My two pretty BFFs (:

 

Hahaha.

End this post with my Best ever sista ♥

Kay la! I know i look so retard in th second one =x but bobiann.

th only one jingyi looks nice gives me blow kiss.

Hahaha :P

And for th afternoon, really so sorry ): Gosh.

But in anw, thanks! I love you two to the maxxxx! ^.^

{♥}